Fighting with 2 sets of memories.
Memory Set #1: Wonderful times with friends, times I felt like I was a part of a community, random car trips, being able to set up events and get people to have fun and hang out.
Memory Set #2: Trying to break into a community, and giving up. Sitting alone in my room… again. Seeing people maintain stronger friendships than I’d ever had, but wish I had.
Obviously, I know which one I want to remember as my college years. If only that one was winning… ugh.